Last night, I did my Old English homework and really concentrated. That seriously felt like an achievement. Where has the old me gone? I just don't have the same work ethic as before. I guess it is pretty inevitable not to have that ten year old kid deiscipline anymore :p There is so much more to life now. Or actually, is there so much less? I want to work on my homework but can't. I can't seem to concentrate. Rox has been having the same problem too. I wonder what it is really. Damn it I have big essays due. I think I got top caller yesterday. I need to accept my current situation. I should stop looking forward to people, well guys. I just need to stop thinking of them in general. They're very unhealthy. I fear I truly am going insane. I think being alone really does that to you.