God, I wish, I wish, I wish I knew what he was thinking. His facebook reveals nothing. His email inbox doesn't either. Because although I know I will never talk to him, I wonder if he thinks of me. I can't help but wonder. Is this dangerous ground? Or a sad question from the heart? It is so pathetic. I do wish he would say hi and talk to me. But I am probably being stupid. That's okay. I need to feel these feelings. There is no other way around them, but through them and they will pass. I am just feeling right now. It sucks sort of, but oh well...