Okay, so I need to get some things off my chest before I can do anything.
He asked what my plans were when all my things are done. He said he guesses ask for more Christmas hours which is what he will do. Umm... the fact that he asked what I'd be up to can be analyzed as just that for face value or if he wants to do anything. Forget it. Please just bear with my analysis here. I go through this all the time. But here's another thing, he ends with "Don't be afraid to call or write." Fuck it. I am never calling or writing. It's time to quit this addiction. It's time to quit this addiction. It's time to quite this addiction.
Kudos: new facebook name, ignored his request, deleted his email, made new msn, never add him to this msn, never log on to old one... even for two seconds to see if he is online and then go online myself to see if he will say hi. Disappear forever. Disappear forever. Disappear forever. This worked before. This worked before. Success again. Success again. Quit him. Quit him. Repeat this to yourself until the days pass by and before you know it, it will have been a whole month, two months, three months then it will get so much easier. It should make no difference if he misses you or not. You should not even be thinking of this. You broke it off. You know it would be stupid to get back together again. It is over forever. Over. Over, forever. Just keep telling yourself to quit this addiction. Things will get better. You've done this before, you can do it again. Just disappear from him and have him disappear too. Ignore anything he sends and disappear again.