Reading Week

So now it's reading week. I hope to get a lot of school work done. But I know I have a busy week ahead. I feel stressed just thinking of this.

Know what? I miss him so much. I really miss Cody. I know I am struggling with this. I wish I could talk to him. I wish he would talk to me. I wish I knew what he was up to. I don't know why I miss him. I guess it's only natural. I guess I feel sad that maybe he doesn't miss me. But this isn't even so much about that. Whatever he's feeling, whatever he's up to, I miss him. I guess there's really nothing I can do. This is part of the process. I miss him a lot. I still refrain from talking to him whenever I see that he's online because I know that it's pointless and that he won't talk to me most likely. I don't know what he's thinking. I don't know why it matters. I guess I care. But I shouldn't. But I think of him so much! He's always on my mind. I genuinely miss him. I'll just have to deal with it I guess.